Tuesday, April 21, 2009


I am experiencing an overwhelming sadness tonight. I am not sure what brought it on but I have been thinking about Dylan all night. Then as I was telling Michael goodnight on AIM (I'm in Louisiana at my mom's right now) I remembered that the last 3 or 4 nights I've had nightmares of losing this baby. It's not terrifying, sweating, screaming nightmares. But it seems like at least once in the night I dream that I am bleeding or that I'm in the hospital or something to that affect. It's terrible.

Please God, touch my mind. Help me to sleep peacefully. Lord, please heal my heart. Keep this little baby safe and growing. In Jesus' Name, Amen.


  1. I'm so sorry you are dealing with this. I have had TERRIBLE nightmares about losing this baby as well and they have all been so vivid and sad. Hugs.

  2. I hate dreams- seriously! They should be outlawed. I will never understand why our bodies do this to us. HUGS to you, for no more bad dreams.